Monday, November 26, 2007

So, I am here, hanging around, reading blogs and checking in on everyone. I had a WONDERFUL weekend, and I feel better in many ways than I have in months.

Truly.

I am still struggling with my depression, though. I don't know how many of you will understand this....I feel so GOOD, but still am bogged down in a deep depression. Does that make any sense to you?

So, I am here, but I am having a hard time getting it together. Be patient, please.

I'll be a regular visitor soon enough...Until then, I'm lurking.

21 comments:

her indoors said...

yes it makes sense to me Biddie, you lurk away girl ((((hugs))))

CindyDianne said...

I hear ya loud and clear! No pressure! We'll all be around.

Gabriel said...

Gaby rocks. I just play guitar...

In Kiss terms, Gaby is Paul Stanley, I'm Ace Frehley, but without the great solos.

Burfica said...

I so understand that. That's how I can be with my depression.

big hugggssssssssssss

Gabriel said...

I forgot to mention, I haven't been through that, but it's not too hard to understand. Don't worry, Biddie, you have a great family and lots of friends, and they (we) will all take care of you.

Heidi the Hick said...

Gabriel:
"In Kiss terms, Gaby is Paul Stanley, I'm Ace Frehley, but without the great solos."

Snort, hahaha!

Biddie, you know you're okay. Notice I didn't say you're going to be okay. You are okay right now.

Want some suggestions on what to write about? I got lots!

dilling said...

take 'er easy...it'll come in time...

DJ Andi said...

I agree with Heidi, you're OK, I'm OK, we're all OK. Kind of reminds me of a Cheap Trick song where they constantly say "we're all alright, we're all alright..." following Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright, they just seem a little weird, surrender...you know the rest.

Sorry, I don't know where that came from but the Kiss terms made me think music.

Glad you are feeling better and it will only get better!!!

Heidi the Hick said...

hee hee! DJ Andi is right- they just seem a little weird!!!

(Nice subtitle...you awww so baaaaaad!)

Gardenia said...

hey, all of you have been so patient with me - how could we not be patient with you!

rain said...

Don't forget to lurk at my house. My village will be going up soon, too!

captain corky said...

Hang in there Biddie! Lurk away, and I'm glad that you are feeling better.

Canadian flake said...

Hang in there hon. Remember there are a lot of us here that love you lots...

When you feel better, I would be interested to know how you knew you needed meds for your depression.

I am starting to think maybe I need something for it...but I am not sure...

Anyway, I will be back again soon.

lots of love sent to you.

Redneck Nerdboy! said...

I absolutely understand what you're going through. Absolutely.

:)

whimsicalnbrainpan said...

It makes perfect sense. You just keep on doing your best and we'll be here if you need us. (((HUGS)))

Tod said...

Keep on lurking. We can wait for your witty wisdom. :)

Kate Isis said...

Hugs from down under hun.
I get that feeling a lot, burst of sunshine in the midst of a downpour mood.
It's an odd feeling especially when you rationalise it to yourself as i do, why am i happy, the black dog is still sitting right next to me.

Phoenix5 said...

I understand completely, Biddie! Just remember, depression is NOT an emotion, but a chemical imbalance... your emotions can overrule the imbalance... for a little while. Glad you had a great weekend!

Alekx said...

So glad you had a good weekend.
Keep looking forward. If it wasn't for my medication I wonder how I'd handle it all.

Babzy said...

I understand how a person can be depressed and still feel good. It's weird but true. Must be the medicine.

Stinkypaw said...

Take care of yourself!