My thoughts are racing tonight. That's nothing new, it is part of the charm that comes with being bi polar. My thoughts race so often and so rapidly that I have not read a book in over a year and I have not written, I mean really written anything in just as long.
The one thing that I can stay focused on is the astonishing fact that I have three gorgeous girls. My dear friend L, and another childhood friend are mourning their daughters, and I have been rewarded with three of my own.
I just can't stop thinking of my good fortune. I can't imagine what I ever did to deserve the amazing daughters that I have, but I am eternally grateful to the powers that be for entrusting them to me.